Hi S
Anne-aseyo!!!
I know what you might have been thinking of me, but I don't know what
keeps me off...You know what, I have started a new approach to guide
myself...Before I sleep, I jot down the things in a paper that I vow
to do the next day and I have found it very effective too...But some
things are left unaccomplished like writing to you, and I really feel
bad about it...It is somewhat like Heisenberg's uncertainty...the more
effort I do to write to you, the more the circumstances get
aggravated....Anyways, I know you will not mind, will you?
So, what's new about you? Sorry to hear that your fish died...:(
S, I was checking your previous e-mails again, and this inspired me...
"Ah, just one more thing. Family... sometimes I feel their gaze on me
uncomfortable, and I sometimes don't really like them. But now I
understand. There's no one in this world except family who will not
leave me no matter what happens. I feel so blessed to have this
healthy family(you know there are lots of heartbroken families) and
that we get to see often because we don't live far apart. This
connects to another thought that came into my mind during the trip.
The most important thing is that I exist here, at this moment. Not any
other place or time. It is true that I tried to find online world when
I was having hard time,, and people I met there... you know how it's
like. Stop finding virtual spaces. Live your life, your time and your
space. And think where you want to be, doing what activity in the
future."
Sometimes I get a feeling that you will be a great novelist... :)
And uh, there is nothing special I want on my birthday...and what I
want is what you cannot do...haha...I want to see you..:D So, there is
no way I will feel bad about you on my birthday because I know you are
far from me...If I were there, then it would be unquestionable...:)
You know what, I envy you S :) But a healthy envy...hehee...I
mean I would love to travel like you, travelling lifts me up too...
And don't worry about your photos, I respect your privacy.
Isn't it the time you get promoted to another grade? Or is it in
April? I am not pretty-much sure about Korean system of education...:)
mm...I really am baffled about what to write..may be because I haven't
written to you since long!!! Ask me a lot of questions in your next
mail...I love to answer your queries..:D
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Sincerely,
hank
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